55x5 Manifesting - Self-Love - What Are You Willing to Sacrifice?
This is so FREEING.
Seriously life-changing stuff!
Hey, girl!
I know what it feels like to be trapped. I know what it feels like to be put in a box because I put myself there. I didn't see my worth.
How could I expect anyone else to? All the pushback, all of the disagreeing, all of the words that were meant to hurt me didn't hurt me at all. They slapped me upside the head in a very powerful life-changing way and the first thing I wanted to do was give thanks for that and show my gratitude. I am leading with gratitude.
Those people around me have so much love for me. They're willing to say those raw, truthful, seemingly rude things for my greater good. I needed to hear them.
The question becomes, what am I willing to sacrifice for what I feel my worth is?
Am I willing to accept the possibility of being shut out? Not included anymore? Am I willing to be excluded? Will I truly be okay? How much do I REALLY believe in me? How much do I feel my worth?
I am writing these affirmations, “I am gratitude. I am worth it all. I am worth IT ALL.” These are some of the affirmations I’ve been writing 55 times a day for 5 days.
I know you’re thinking, does that really work?
Yep. It does. But only if you’re READY for it.
GUS (God Universe Source) shows up and says, here ya go! You’ve been writing it. You’ve been saying it. You’ve been trying to manifest it. Here it is! How much do you REALLY believe in yourself?
I found myself in a situation where I was at the fork in the road. I can either go right or I can go left. If I go right, if I go the easy path, the one that everybody TELLS me I should take because, oh it's so wide, it's flat, there's no branches or trees in the way, there's no cracks in it, there's no things you have to climb over, it's not slippery, there's no mud. Why not take that path? It's so easy.
Or I can choose to go left. If I choose to go left, the path looks pretty narrow. It looks pretty rocky. It's twisting and turning all over the place. Wow, there's a lot of debris that I'm gonna have to climb over. There's trees laying in the way and branches all over the place. The ground looks unstable.
I'm at that fork in the road.
I choose to go LEFT.
Going left is not the easy route. It takes COURAGE to go left. It takes courage to walk into that dark forest all by yourself. You’re not following anyone in. That’s THEIR path. You’re trudging in your own way.
I am soaking in all the goodness right now, ALL of it! This growth process is not easy. Are you willing to sit in the uncomfortable?
I’ve been doing this 55x5 method along with EFT tapping, which I just learned what EFT stood for. EFT stands for Emotional Freedom Technique.
I am not even going to say that's a coincidence that I learned the definition of EFT the same exact day I found myself sitting in the largest pile of poop I could imagine! It felt horrible, icky, and immensely uncomfortable. But I sat in it.
I see you, girl. I know the self-love struggle like I know the back of my hand. I’ve been in those deep, dark places. I’ve felt trapped, like there’s no way I can get out.
But, wait. There’s good news. You don’t have to do it alone.
I have not done this alone. It's okay to reach out and accept help.
My life coach has been my partner through this. She is an amazing human! She says the hard things. She doesn't sugarcoat stuff. But she has this love for humans and all things life has to offer that is just INSPIRING!
So here's the thing. If you don't love yourself, if you don't value yourself, if you don't see your worth, nobody else is gonna see it and that's just the hard truth. I say it's hard because it’s coming to the realization that we’ve taught people how to treat us. We’ve taught people that we don't value ourselves.
They are the mirror looking back at us. Those things they’re saying, we’re saying to ourselves!
Once you see that, I promise, your whole world will start to change!
Hey, I’m Katie! Mom of two boys, lover of YouTube, and video editor.